Yes, it's been ages since i last updated my blog. A lot of things and occasions have been going through my life. But, i just can't elaborate all of them in such a short post. It's just that... well, i'm not really sure how i'm feeling right now either. I'm having mixed emotions right now. And apparently.. that sucks to the core.

Japan is currently having serious earthquakes and the aftermath effect caused by the earthquake is unbelievable. Furthermore, after Japan's earthquake, other countries are also experiencing natural disaster. Now, i felt so blessed to be in such a safe country. Some people in the internet said that Japan deserved it because Japan has caused many harm to other countries since World War II. While others said that let bygones be bygones. *sigh*

Life sucks.
P.S: I've got this huge temptation to close off this blog. Like... really delete this blog. ><

Alright, today was a really crap fucked up day. *sigh* Chinese Orchestra totally ruined my 'Thank God It's Friday'. However, it's because of what I've experienced today that made me know how difficult it is to be a leader. Having to guide people, lead people. Tolerate their nonsense, talk sense into them. It's not easy. In fact, when i felt how difficult it was to handle them. I thought of sec 3 camp. I finally realized how much those leaders have suffered during the camp.

This CO games day is nothing as compared to sec 3 camp. I've learn that we should really appreciate other people's hard work. Cause... when you're a leader, you will realize that it isn't easy at all.

Initially, i'm really glad to have them as my members. But gradually, as problems arise, and my partner Nicholas wasn't there when i need him to do a headcount. I get really short-tempered and pissed off with everything. In fact, whenever i tried to do a headcount, i always can't get everyone there. There's always this bloody one or two bitches/bastards going missing. And what the fish, how the fuck am i suppose to go find them?

And they seriously just can't sit still. They have to walk around and go missing. -_- And walk around to go chat with their friends in other groups. Yes, partly, it's my fault. Cause... i don't dare to shout in their face to tell them stop wandering about. *sigh* I seriously almost cried. What the fuck, do you know how many fucking times i have to report to the IC that my members are missing? But, hah, those disobedient members got a lecture from the alumni. Serve them right. :)

After that, proceed back to CO room. Did a headcount. Don't know why the fuck is Valencia sitting in my group also. -_- Fucking hell, people love to give me trouble. -_- And ironically, my group came out as first among the 12 groups. :) Am really glad. ^^ At least, being first comforted my heart that everything is worth it. :)

Then, they fucking say leaders have to stay because got de-brief. And guess what? I waited for about an hour plus ALONE in the CO storeroom and in the end, i went home. Luckily i didn't continue waiting for them cause in the end there's no leader de-brief. -_- Epic fail eh?

Okays, to conclude. I'm exhausted.

Yes, unpleasant experience. First time seeing public caning in front of the whole secondary 3 level. It's really not a pleasant thing to see even though that boy/guy/gangster/beast/monster really deserved that 3 strokes of caning. Seeing such behavior from him, i'm really curious how does his parents look like? Same as him? So uncivilized? Barbarians? Seriously, how the fuck did they "educate" their little boy? No one is born like this, it's his growing up environment that caused him to be like this today.

Who knows? Maybe one day, he'll get another public caning...in jail.

Bullying someone so vulnerable like Nigel. Does he has got no shame at all? Does bullying make him seems more powerful? No, i don't think so. It just made him seems even more pathetic than anyone else.

Oh gosh, i really detest the last episode of Dream High! I hate it when it's already the frigging last episode and they're still wanting to keep the audience in suspense. And let the audience's imagination run wild. For what?! I just wanna know whether they end up together or not. What's with the last frigging scene as a flashback?!

So now what?! Are they together? Sam Dong went to US and got the Grammy award. And Hyemi is in Seoul dedicating her first song on her 100th concert for Sam Dong. So now what? Is Sam Dong staying in US for good? If he is staying there for good, what about his relationship with Hyemi? Then this fucking ridiculous part, Hye Song, 7 bloody years, and she's so frigging tall and in college?! Does it make sense? -_- Okay, apparently, i feel that the last episode was really damn crap.

I would rather they conclude the drama really thoroughly. Like, really telling us what happen to each and everyone of them instead of letting the audience think and ponder and imagine what will happen next. That sucks to the core. Fag, they seriously ruin the whole frigging awesome drama with a lousy sloppy ending.

Disappointing.

I can't resist the temptation of not posting this! Woo Young ah, why are you so adorable?? :D Today was a really crap day. How should i put it? It seems like it's a good thing, but ironically, why am i feeling so melancholic? I wasn't chosen for SYF performance. So, should it be a good thing or a bad thing?

If i were chosen... The training hours are seriously gonna pull down my grades and lack of sleep. And god damn, i'm already lacking of sleep. I hate the feeling of i-fucking-want-to-sleep during school hours. Totally suck to the max. >_< But considering the fact that participating in SYF is very crucial to my CCA points. I feel really worried that i'm can't meet 25 points by the time i graduate. And yes, mum is gonna kill me for not working hard enough in my instrument.

But seriously, i only started learning this bloody idiotic retarded instrument when i'm sec 2. And SYF performance is in bloody this year when i'm in sec 3. Which means? I've only learn that bloody instrument for 1 bloody year. How the fuck am i suppose to perform well? Furthermore, the bloody teacher only cares for percussion and doesn't even take some time out for my instrument. -_- Then how the fuck do you want me to perform and play well?! Fag.

Fine, just to conclude, i didn't get in. Yes, fuck.

My dearest baby boys! Hehe! ^^ Woah, black background and white background for my picture of the day. Super contrasting. 2PM is just shining as bright as ever! Woots! 2PM rock on alright? Show me who you are! Beastly 2PM! ^^ Hottest time of the day! ^^

Currently, I've got this sudden craze in the color yellow! Oh my god, seriously! I go all gaga and crazy and hyper and happy whenever i saw the color yellow! Heehee! Reason being... Yellow is Woo Young's favorite color! ^^ Look at the picture of the day now! Woo Young is wearing a yellow shirt! Oh my god, so cute! :) Grr, Woo young, get your butt over to Singapore! ^^ I wanna have a good look of you! :) Oh yes, tweet more often please. -_- Woo Young ah, you've got the most pathetic amount of tweets among your 2PM members you know?! You've only got 19 tweets. Oh gosh. >_<

Today was a really fucked up/screwed up day. Seriously. Fuck it hard man. Regine and Geraldine sucks to the core. Stuck up bitches. Who the hell is Regine to criticize other people? Who the fuck is she to criticize the teacher when she doesn't even want to help me in the first place? Say the teacher can't teach? Can't conduct? Can't play the instrument? Who's the retarded one here? -_- CO games day, act like she's the one who's doing everything. Hah, what a joke? Seriously, what did she even contribute? -_-

Seriously, does she have got no pride at all?

Shall update more tomorrow. Well, that is if I've got the mood to. :)
Botanic Garden outing tomorrow afternoon.
Celebration of Wei Ling's birthday with Joey, Shen Ru and of course.. the birthday girl. :)

Ohhh, i love that guy in the picture above you're staring at. :) Ahh, that adorable Woo Young is distracting me from my work!! >_< Yes! Finally finished that bloody story write-up! Summary and research and content page to go. ^^ Finally! I see some progressing! Gonna have lunch now. Shall update more later on. :)

P.S: Why is 2PM so awesome?!! :D

Okay, i'm back from my lunch. Lunch was...pretty good? Haha! Alright, that was random cause i've ran out of things to blog about. :x Grr, my mood was a little ruined to the fact that the drama, 'Dream High' is going to end like this upcoming Monday? Alright, i'm really really sad about this. I'm gonna miss all of them so much! T_T

Gosh, 2PM is really distracting me a lot! Haha! Have been browsing through youtube for their videos. Seriously, why are they so freaking awesome? Especially Woo Young! Haha! Cause he's my biased. ^^ He's so talented and charming in every way. :) Okay, faggot, i've just decided to forgive or rather stop hating Jay. And i saw this fucking comment from a fucked up shit. Saying that 2PM is a gone case after Jay left. -_-

Come on, faggots, they're just jealous that 2PM is still surviving well without Jay. That's just pathetic. Forget it, i'm still a anti-Jay. Sorry Jay, your disgusting fans made me come to this decision. Even though you apologised recently to 2PM. But.. seriously, you really ruined 2PM thoroughly. And i really hate you for this.

Alright, a few more researches to go and i'm officially done. :) Ahh, Woo Young ah, i really miss you a lot! And i love you a lot too! Come Singapore more often alright? When i grow up, i really wanted to immigrate to Seoul and work inside JYPE. That's my dream!! ^^ Will you wait for me? :) Heehee!

Omo! They're super duper cute together isn't it? This picture is taken from the Dream High concert held in Seoul. If i'm not wrong the concert was on the day before. :) Which is like pretty recent? ^^ They look so cute and compatible with each other right? :) Oh, i've got so much homework undone. And 1 AS project that's bloody due date on tomorrow.

On
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Yes, how great. And i've yet to finish even half of it. Yes, i know. I'm fucking awesome! ^^ But, rest assured, i'm still gonna hand in a good quality of work. :) Oh gosh, my English standard is really dropping. Idioms! I need to start memorizing some good words and phrases. Cause.. i'm running out of them. I've been really busy nowadays. So, i'll be blogging less. :(

To end off, i just wanna say that I'm love that picture above ^ a lot a lot. :) I hope that Woo Young and IU can be a "couple" on We Got Married. :) That did be really awesome since Dream High this drama is ending... like next week? 16 episodes only. >_< I'm gonna miss all the Dream High cast a lot a lot!! :) Especially Jason!! Jason aka Woo Young! Haha! x)

P.S: I want Hyemi and Sam Dong to be together on Dream High! Please! >_<
P.S.S: I love Woo Youngiie! ^^ ♥

And apparently, i'm trying hard to rush through my AS project now. And that project's really a pain in the ass. Just want it to be over and done with. I shall blog next time. :) Bye! ^^

P.S: Faggot, damn pissed off now. Wordpress pissed me off, blogger doesn't allow me to upload Woo Young's pictures and then mum came and irritate me. Fuck. -_- I'm not in a bloody mood to do anything! So, fuck off ya?